The Song Book

Lonely

2011-03-17T21:53:00.000-07:00

Where am I now?
Standing face to face with the sea
And it stares back me
I am alone

Waiting on time
Looking for a place to call mine
To no avail is my sacrifice
Yet the Sun refuses to rise

So, let this world forget
What I can't regret
The things I've done to myself
The things that kill everyone else

Being autophobic is an agony
And living this life is pain
But life takes a turn when you're in vain
I'm lonely

Left in the dark
I hide in emptiness
The beat of my heart
Every moment is loneliness

I'm fading away
Fading faster and faster each day
There's no one to blame, no one to face
Being alone is the price that you pay

So, let this world forget
What I can't regret
The things I've done to myself
The things that kill everyone else

Being autophobic is an agony
And living this life is pain
But life takes a turn when you're in vain
I'm lonely

All that I've done that's bad
All that is gone that's sad
It blew away in the wind
And I remain here and sing

What can this life be worth?
Nothing I've deserved
But years have gone by
I want to know why
I'm lonely
I'm lonely

More Than A Girl

2011-03-05T02:00:00.000-08:00

Verse:

I've got something to tell you

So would you please spare me this moment

Just this one moment before you go

Before the doors close

Chorus:

You're more than a girl

Not just a pretty face pretending to love

You're all that I need

You're anything a friend can be

I'm nothing at all

Just some guy standing on the streets

I'm not much to see

But even then you rescued me

Verse:

So listen to me now

I'm not pretending this is easy

It never was and never will be

I want you to see

Chorus:

That you're more than a girl

You are a sister in times of need

You're all that I know

Beyond reasons I have to live

I'm nothing but me

But there is nothing I'd rather be

I've nothing to hide

Don't have secrets I can't confide

I'll wait here for you

I'll wait forever if love is true

I'll Do The Things I Do

2011-01-22T07:19:00.000-08:00

The day begins when it ends
How will this day go on
When the people don't respond
To letters that I've sent
So I still lament on the things I've said
Things I should have never said

Nobody understands what they know
What they do, they never show
The secrets that are kept behind
They'd had to be blind if they didn't see the signs

I'm a writer, yes I am
I write the stories and keep the money
Then I change the plot
Before you could change your mind

I'm an artist, that is true
All those paintings I drew of you
The plain works of art
Are my works of heart

Do I have to show you?
How much I love you
You know I do
Do you understand?
Or is this just pretend?
I'll do the things I do
To show you
And make you understand

Open your eyes
And look at me
Let the secrets go
And soon you'll see those signs
No one understood
And it was true
They never showed what they knew

I'm a dreamer but so are you
I dream the dreams that never come true
I dreamed those dreams because of you
I dream the dreams that don't come true.

You

2010-10-15T20:40:00.000-07:00

The way you look at me
Really makes me shy
I want to know you
But I don't know why

I'm happy to see you smile
I like the things you say
I adore your laugh
You're my other half

Do you feel the same?
Like the way I do
Or is it just a game?
That I'm playing alone

You're like the Sun
So bright, so unpredictable
You shine like light
You're irreplaceable

I like you a lot
You're kind and generous
You look so cute when you're serious
I love the way you are

So let me know
Who on Earth are you?
The reason I wake up to each day is cause
I want to know you like I knew you
I want to love like I loved you

You mean the world to me
A summer night with the summer breeze
The moon in the open sky
And I'm just another guy?

You've got an attitude
But you're no substitute
You're the only one

You're so funny when you talk
You're so silly when you walk
I can't bare but laugh
When I think of you

It doesn't matter how you look
You're great in any way
I don't care how long it took
I'll wait for you if it's night or day

Every time I look to you
Makes me wonder why I do
I think I like you
Yes, I really think I do

So don't mind me staring at you
I can't control what I feel for you
I'm going easy, going slow
Let's start by saying hello

Sunny

2010-09-24T19:45:00.000-07:00

Daylight shines on you

The wind blows by

And I wave hi

Wondering where am I

Walking down the fifth lane

Crossing borders, taking orders

Just another Tuesday morning

Sipping on a cup of tea

Reading the daily magazine
I chase the nine fifteen

Which brings me back to the morning scene once more

Sunlight lights the day
As people keep coming my way
But something happened then
This lady banged me

She walks down so perfectly
Walking fast cause she heard me
I sounded like a fool when she heard me

The day goes on as it should
The sun shines down like it would
I wondered how this morning could be
Then she came by suddenly

It made some sense when she smiled
She apologised about just now
Cause she didn't do it purposely
When banged me at the morning scene

I never thought this day would come
How I met a girl under the radiant sun
And the day turned to night
As we had some drinks beneath the twilight

After we said goodnight
She went out of sight
I turned back and walked away
Hoping to meet her again

The day is done and I'm going home
It started out with the sun
That's more than I know
Well I'll see her tomorrow

Alone With You

2010-09-18T21:29:00.000-07:00

Promise me you'll stop this
Hold my hand tight
It's fine, no one will see us
We'll hide here in the darkness

You are all I wanted
All I dream at night
To hold me and kiss me
So please don't leave me now
Let this moment continue

The world fades away
And us, we're alone now
Alone to speak

My dear I love you
I'll keep loving you till I die
Tonight, let the darkness surround you
My love will overflow in you

Stay with me
And comfort me
We're alone at last
The silent night breezes by
May your breath gently die on my skin
The silence is gold
I'll stay with you till the next page of life unfolds

It's all over now
We can be together now
Let me wipe the sorrow tears
I will always stay near to your side

Forgive me, my dear
I gave you nothing but worries

You gave me a taste of love, a taste that last for life
You opened me up and made me feel so real
I can't bare but love you the way you are

You are all I dreamed of
My wonder for each night
Just stay right here and hold me
I'll love you more and more
Promise me, where we'll be
You'll be with me for good
Share with me your heart
Sing to me your thoughts

Stay with me

I'm by your side
I won't leave you, I swear

Comfort me

We're alone at last
I'll stay with you till the next page of life unfolds

Say you'll never leave me alone
Promise me to hold tight
And every night will be a romantic sight

Let the darkness surround you
I'll keep loving you tonight
Now that love begins, what more can I do?

Love me, Stay by my side
And you'll always have my heart

We'll be together
Forever will be for real

This is my everlasting vow
made from beneath this heart
And here we are in the dark

Being alone with you
To be beside you

Then what do you say?

I say, I do

I do

Home Again

2010-09-12T21:31:00.000-07:00

I'm running back home
Back to a place I've known
I'm coming home
Where the wind has always blown

Very soon the sunsets west
I'll make my way somehow
But I promise to be home
And you won't have to be on your own

It's every town and city
The world looks like a picture
Filled with wonders in a frame
The people change everywhere

I'm coming home
Before the winter blows me off my feet
Before the summer strikes its heat

I'm coming home
When the night is calm
I'm somewhere safe and warm
With you beside me

Did you hear?
I'm quickly returning
Cause I know
That morning will come soon

I'll see you
Cause I'm on my way
I'll be home before the rains wash the earth
This time I know I won't be late

And soon the day is done
The journey home has just begun
Don't worry, it won't be for long
Nothing seems wrong

I've climbed every tree and hill
Suffered all the wind and chills
It's a big place out there
And Life's not always fair

I'm coming home
Remember I said so
That you're always on my mind
And now I'm crossing the final line

I'm coming home
When the doorbell rings
And then you stand there to greet me
Hug me and kiss me

But home is where ever you are
Doesn't matter near or far
It never felt like I left
Because you never left me on my own

Our Duet

2010-09-09T09:46:00.000-07:00

I wrote a song for you
It sounded like a note
And it gives me hope
To sing for you

The piano plays a tune
Starts off soft and soothe
The people quiet down

The duet begins like this
Take a bow and smile
Your vocals pierce us all
I'm singing next to you

An opera meant for two
Let the notes come through
Another symphony
Collides with the melody

It amazed the crowd
Now I've found
Talent beyond this world
But one thing's true
I found you

What a night it was
Never felt so good
Cause I never understood
The power of your voice
The cheers go out to you

Let's sing it one more time
It doesn't have to rhyme
I just wanna sing with you
This duet is meant for you

Sing it like before
The chorus calms me down
The song that touched my heart
Bring it to the start once more

The reprise fills the walls
There's nothing I want more
Enchant me once again
Hold my hand
I feel warmth

The key goes up
The bridge goes slow
Look me in the eye
And complete the solo

And the music fades away
The lights go out
the curtains fall
And the encore is called
To sing my songs again

You sang for me tonight
It satisfied me whole
Your performance consumed my mind
It taste like wine
It felt so fine
The moment you shined

Music that connects
Like a mirror that reflects
The romance in the act

Let's sing it one more time
It doesn't have to rhyme
I just wanna sing with you
This duet is meant for you

Before We Leave

2010-09-07T11:55:00.000-07:00

Before we leave this place
I remember all our days together
And forever we'll recall
The happiness and sorrow

And as we leave this place
Our hearts embrace
The love we shared
The reason we cared

Through the years we spent
All the tears we shed
All the joy we bared
We lived the days when we were young

Time will end
I'll see you again
Let me see your face
Before we leave this place

Deep inside I know
No one wants to go
But the day will come
When our work here is done

As we leave this place
We move on with life
We continue to strive
At a faster pace

When we remember
The days we hugged each other
We were hungry for love

We made mistakes together
We made it out here
We were youngsters
Ignorant protesters
And shaped the world we know

Possible

2010-09-01T04:22:00.000-07:00

I feel like the world has change
I think the world is strange
Living and dying everyday

The Earth is round and small
I'm trapped within four walls
I don't know why or how
But it's only for now

And we can make the best of it
Just you and me
We can make the moments count
Every sight and sound

We can make the best of it
Make it last again
Maybe till then
We're still chasing the end

All the people smile
For a little while
You're lost in your world once more
Lost like you were before

Then the people change
Moving at a different range
Living a life they never knew
Could be so wonderful

So let's make the best of it
Just you and me
We can make things turn around
make a different sound

We can make the best of it
Make it last again
Maybe till then
We're still chasing the end
I'll call you my friend

And we can make the best of it
We can make it for real
Just you and me

She Knows What She Wants

2010-08-29T02:49:00.000-07:00

There's a girl, a pretty girl
And she's living in a messed up world
She walks by me
She can't even hear me

She knows what she wants
It's clear it's not me
She dreams of the day that a miracle would happen
That she'll fall in love
But that's not enough

Today she looks quite happy
She met a guy that made her complete
So I wish them well
And pray that she knows what she wants

And suddenly she is crying
By the corner of the the room
She is quiet, she's gloom
She feels ugly and doomed
Cause the guy that she loves left her alone

But she knows what she wants
And she went for it
She made her choice and stood by him
And now she's sitting next to me
Crying cause she didn't know this would be

She knew what she wanted from the start
and now she lives with a broken heart
But I knew what she needed
The person she needed

And for the first time she looked at me
Her innocent face with a spark in her eyes
She looked right through me
And I wore a smile that took her by surprise
I wiped her tears and whispered good-bye

She got what she needed
Someone to share the pain with
Not just some guy who walked you to school
I was a fool to believe that she made the right choice
Cause she made a mistake choosing that boy

Now she talks to me
And I wonder why would she
Does she know what she wants?
I can't bare to see her heart break again

Cause I won't let it happen anymore
I'll make her the happiest girl in town
And let her see
That the world is a wonderful place
I want to spend my days sharing a life with her
It's what we want to do together

Sweet-heart

2010-08-28T11:29:00.000-07:00

Every time I say those three words
I feel like a happy little bird
I'll fly up high and fall down from the sky
You sound like honey-lemon pie

Oh! Melt my heart with your tenderness
I can feel these affections
And I know it's no confusion
That you're my honey-lemon pie

Something sweet to sink down my heart
And we'll never be apart
Oh! Sweet, sweet love
Falls from heavens above
Like the sprinkles on a sundae
And I'll love you every way

So pour some honey on my heart
Melt the bitterness with love
I'll sing this song for you
You know that I want to

Let me be your honey-lemon pie
Till the day I die
Cause you are mine

I Write The Songs

2010-08-28T11:28:00.001-07:00

The words are fresh each time it's laid down. These words are chosen to please the soul and ignite the spirit. If ever you're reading, I hope I get to share with you the wonder and the passion of my craft & my art. No, these are not intended to be sung in public or sold to anyone. If ever they get noticed or enjoyed, that would be the day I feel satisfied. For now, I'll just be a contemporary lyricist/ song writer.